I disguise myself for you.
A figure of me stands in place.
I appear strong and confident; when in truth there is a lot I hide.
Beneath the surface lies tales of hurt and betrayal that make it difficult to trust.
Insecurities live here reminding me how powerless I am.
I do not know what to do
What move to make
Or how to find you
I’m lost in my own thoughts
Over thinking my actions
over and over
I have fallen hard,
Fallen deep down and I am still climbing out
Looking for the strength that has been taken from me and made me frail
Take a chance on me
I’m well worth the wait
Give me a chance to show you me and for me to find a way to you
I wish I could escape from my own head
These thoughts hurt me too often and cause replayed pain… Again
I want peace of mind
I want time with you
Guiding my way… Through crumbled directions and an outdated map