Saturday, July 4, 2009

Hormonal outbursts

Loosing control and tumbling down
It’s much steeper than expected

Casual ignorance’s are quick to notice and struggle for the upper hand

No power to hold steady, the spiral quickly consumes the fall

Power is not theirs to have
Do not be blinded by difficulties that test abilities to survive

Gaining momentum
Yet holding the cards

It’s a domain missing order
Focus is lost,
Lessons ignored

Courage is hard to find when waiting for time to pass by

Finding footprints and traveling to where time stands still

See innocent eyes and desires to learn
Teachings to grow

Wandering Wonder

Happy with him, my thoughts are clear
Heart is present and wanting more.

When he’s not near my mind wanders
Some how finding its way to you

I’ve let go of our connection
And yet its still there
Catching me off guard and causing me to wonder

My strength weakens when it comes to you
The one that left me so confused

No passionate moments to prove me right
I fell for you, only through sight
No touch of your lips or sweet caress

I’m waiting here
Moving on, living as if I’m strong without you

The act becomes easier as time passes me by
My emotions held by two

He’s nothing like you
Our connections completely different.
Its new and exciting
Innocent and easy
Communications no puzzle I have to decipher
Its open and free

I can’t help these emotions left here from you
The remainders of something so perfect
The remainders of what you took from me.

I piece myself back together, with one gap to fill

You hold the piece, I need it back

Link vanishing

Golden gloW

Hitting the ground in powerful rays
Rolling over and under, weaving its way
Capturing everything in a blanket wrapped tight

Crafting a beauty we all escape to
It caresses our bodies as it reaches our souls.

Life changes beneath the unquestionable force

Broken lips learn to smile once more
Healing old pains and creating a healthy now

Simply complex

Seeing this in front of me it’s hard to believe.
I wonder how it happened… how I ended up in your arms so fast.

My minds weary,
barricading a heart that has already fallen in too deep.

Pushing forward,
These thoughts aside
I relax and take it all in.

I’m living in a fantasy here with you. Learning how things should have been all along. Things this easy are meant to transpire.

Games are forgotten as only truths are spoken.

I spend my time in aw of you.
Watching something building in front of me, something surrounding me,
And yet I have no fear of where your intentions lie.

Some how I find myself …
bewildered by how simple the complex used to be.

Hearts UNtouched

Attention spans flicker
like fractured and broken light bulbs stolen by flashes of gibberish and sounds of chaos.

Contact between pen and paper
occur in rhythmic spasms, spinning fragmented thoughts and creative syntax’s

Lips are curled
in a frozen grimace

Eyes winking at one another… we’re not really working

Game over, they’ve got it.

Vocal Assault

Attacking kindness with words of destruction
Pushing forward armed and ready
Advances test patience
With rage and intentions to kill