The darkness brings a pain lie no other
As the clouds turn gray and release buckets upon buckets I can’t help but think they represent how I feel.
Stormy clouds settle in and are here to stay, permanently pouring down pain.
I lye awake in my bed thinking of you. I didn’t mean to hurt you the way that I did.
Tears fall freely, I have no control now, I’ve lost another one on my search for something… something that I cannot explain.
I double think my decisions wondering if it’s right.
Assuring myself, that I don’t know what I’m doing any more.
Sad songs play on as I try to become unconscious.
Not aware that my dreams are here to torment me
No rest for now.
Keeping busy makes days pass faster, when 2 days feels like months between us.
I wish I could take away your pain, show you something better is on its way. Because as my past has shown, your one is on its way to find you, just wait.