Thursday, March 25, 2010

Must be done

The darkness brings a pain lie no other
As the clouds turn gray and release buckets upon buckets I can’t help but think they represent how I feel.
Stormy clouds settle in and are here to stay, permanently pouring down pain.

I lye awake in my bed thinking of you. I didn’t mean to hurt you the way that I did.
Tears fall freely, I have no control now, I’ve lost another one on my search for something… something that I cannot explain.

I double think my decisions wondering if it’s right.
Assuring myself, that I don’t know what I’m doing any more.

Sad songs play on as I try to become unconscious.
Not aware that my dreams are here to torment me
No rest for now.

Keeping busy makes days pass faster, when 2 days feels like months between us.

I wish I could take away your pain, show you something better is on its way. Because as my past has shown, your one is on its way to find you, just wait.


Brittany said...

omg this is like story of my life. soo good! :) i love it!

Carrie Amie said...

Thanks :) Story of my life too... way too many times.
Best of luck

Gopalan said...

I like your poems. They are great!

Carrie Amie said...

Thank you. Most are based on personal experience, then again some are completely fictional.

kekekelo said...

Thanks for sharing your great post,wish you have a nice day,happy every day!