It’s amazing the conversations you hold in you head for no one else to hear, every word unsaid. Contemplating life, everyday choices, what’s happening and where to go.
I imagine how things could be different, where I might be, who I could be. I yearn to live in the moment, fly off the handle and act irrationally. Instead I require planning and too much control over my own destiny, am I asking too much?
I’m learning to let go and relax within each situation; my life is mine to make what I want.
I’ll admit I’m a little lost, unable right now to read where I should go.
My commitments here, keep me locked in place. Even though my soul fights to be free. I need to find my escape, my something to discover. For I feel as if I’m settling for the life of the norm.
I desire to be carefree and to do as I please. To speak my mind, affect the life of others and to make a difference.
It’s all happening too slowly. Am I stuck in one place? Or can I not see what I already have?
I will find my answers, when it’s time, here reading between the lines.